See that picture of a lovely poem?

I don't know. Suddenly felt those lovely vibes from the throat, to the bones.

My two bestfriend are together. Plural. Happy for them. I love them.

And in this day of hearing nice thing, i actually felt sad at the same time. Yes, I am sad. Even now, writing this blog. Makes me heart broken to million pieces. 

Ding dong bell, says William.

All ding dong bell.

And yet, me heart hurts following the sound of giggling among the loved ones. Maybe because I thought, for once I could also fit in to the picture of happy. But all i do is love the wrong ones. Either it kills me in the inside nor out. 

Yes it hurts. Even tho I've experienced it for a long shot already, it still hurts. 

Ding dong bell.

All ding dong bell.

And the heart who got hurt a million times, go ding dong gone.

Stopped. 

Tired to reaching out for happiness and pure love.

Cus the heart and myself knows, as long as you hide, it will not come and consume your soul, loved you, and left you. 

Dying alone inside. 

Ding dong bell.

All ding dong bell.

I. 

Tired.

And goes ding dong gone.